today was THE day...

Finally I start to feel good.
It's still scary to remember of what I've been through, but it's all the process for being a strong mom...

Today, I had the second appointment with my doctor.
I'm so fortunate to have found this such an amazing, supportive, wonderful doctor.
All the result of blood test went fine. I had some minor infection, but she said that's pretty common.
I saw the baby through sonogram.

WOW! I saw it moving so quick and very active!
No wonder, the doctor said one of the reasons why I felt pain in my belly was because of this!!
It was kicking my belly! :)

Well, now it's time to replace to call the baby "it"! :D
It was..... a girl!!!
When the doctor asked if I was the kind of person who wants to know which gender before giving a birth, and I said I totally want to know before!
And, I realized, "so if she knows by now, it must be a boy."
The answer from her was "it's a girl!"

Honestly, I have to say that as long as it's a healthy baby, that matters the most to me.
A healthy, bright, beautiful, and happy baby.
Now it's all up to me to take care of this little cute princess to be as me and my husband's wish  :)

Sure, it's still 17th weeks, but you can certainly tell the shape of the body, the movement, and even the face!
Yes! I got to see the face!!
When I saw her, I thought "wow it looks like an alien lol." But, it's true- big eyes and little tiny nose :)
At the same time, strangely enough, I thought of my husband- she looks like him!
I don't mean my husband looks like an alien, but my baby, who looks like an alien, looks like him.
She's got his beautiful rounded big eyes...

I couldn't stop thinking of how happy I am to have this baby together with my husband.
I couldn't help appreciating all the joys and happiness he has brought to me.
Life is a full of challenges. Sometimes you might want to avoid seeing them.
Life is limited, but it's all up to me to make it with a lot of happiness. That's unlimited.
I learn everyday. I fail sometimes but I can stand up each time. And start again.
Today is another new beginning.