new clothes and brushing teeth and cow milk

It's been a great weather. Chilly as autumn. Great. I love it.

Today, the package arrived.
It was my first present for mikachete. Bunch of clothes and her first tooth brush.
I was just happy to give her my present.

She always refuses opening her mouth when I want to wipe her mouth.
But, today, I made it. With the new tooth brush (a kind of rubber), she was able to open widely!

Also, she drank 50ml of cow milk. Without stopping. It was great.
Let's see if her tummy is ok tomorrow... She looked so happy drinking milk, so that's good at least.

Everyday is a challenge and yet new history.
Today, I lived. Tomorrow, I will live again.

love
7kolorz

teeth

So, mikachete's teeth is coming out. I mean TEETH.
She hasn't had for 10 months, and now all of sudden, starting from left bottom, and then top two and right bottom are showing a tiny bit of tip. Hooray!! Now I am going to be busy and tricky with brushing her teeth... :D
It's going to be challenging!

Although, life is good, I sometimes want to disappear.
Most of the time, just because I hate myself. I hate not being a good enough to be a wife and mother, not enough to do a decent job. I am such a bad person. I really am.