-149: need guts

Everyday in the morning, I make determinations.
I will win today. Winning doesn't mean materially, like lottery or some sort. I want to feel accomplished better than yesterday. That's all. Nothing fancy and huge. Simple. Maybe wake up earlier or prepare meals earlier or cleaner. whatever I do, I want to improve. These small steps become big path one day.
I know I will. I can. But, it's not easy.
That's why I am writing this right here to remind myself, to move forward even an inch.
Peace.

150 days

Sometimes out of nowhere, I think some random stuff.
Just popped up in my head, like this:
"this year I will be 30 years old... I wonder how many days until my birthday from today."

So... I googled it. Yeah right, google is genius. It even gives me an answer to my silly request.
And... it showed 150 days.
Nice! Kind of good number to be able to countdown.
So... I decided. I will include the countdown in this blog!
Well, I know it's a long way, but hey turing 30 is a big thing.
I feel like turing 20 was still awkward to be called adult. I wasn't ready at all to be grown up. Now, as turing 30, I really need to grow up... Act like a grown-up lady... at least.
Well, let's see how it goes!
Peace.

so here i come again

It has been some time since I came here last time.
It is obviously a sign that I am not good at keeping things move constantly. Well, it's time to challenge again.
This time, I will be more patient with myself to move one at a time. Hopefully I will continue. Fingers crossed.

So, we are in 2014.
We just came back from a trip to Peru.
It was my 3rd time, and I felt as if I came back to another home of mine.
Lima is like a Japan in 1950s. Do I really know? I don't know. Honestly. The old cars, people's energy, small stores, those things made me think this way.
It was summer there.
Humid but some cool breeze washed away our consiousness from busy city life.
Now, time to live in reality.
Life is hard, and yet live in each moment the fullest. That is my goal.
Peace.