-149: need guts

Everyday in the morning, I make determinations.
I will win today. Winning doesn't mean materially, like lottery or some sort. I want to feel accomplished better than yesterday. That's all. Nothing fancy and huge. Simple. Maybe wake up earlier or prepare meals earlier or cleaner. whatever I do, I want to improve. These small steps become big path one day.
I know I will. I can. But, it's not easy.
That's why I am writing this right here to remind myself, to move forward even an inch.
Peace.