that's life

Things changed, and we couldn't go to see Pazu yesterday :(
It was kind of sad because I was so excited. It's funny I see him everyday, but seeing him outside
is somehow more exciting to me...:P

He said that the office has an intense atmosphere and he doesn't want to show me.
I understand and thank his care. He is super kind and considerate.
I honestly don't mind at all, but you know when you just need to say "yes, ok" without asking "why?"

I know pazu wants to be a full-time photographer. That's his dream.
Being a musician, I understand how important to live in your dream. That's actually a life itself.
For me, no music no life. For him, no photo no life.
So, having said that, his most of the day is at office. In the environment which a lot of people acknowledge, which many people are jealous about.
It's so fortunate to just have a job right now. The time when so many people are dying to find a simple job to pay bills and eat and live. Besides, pazu takes care of family. He's got to have this job...
I know. I know. I know.
But, I wish he could have been pursuing what he really wants.
I am sure he will be more happy to live everyday with full of excitement.

I could only do a bit for him, but he does to me more than that.
I want to support and somehow make his dream comes true.
That's why I started to do research and know about photography occupation.
There are so many things I didn't know about. It's quite interesting and yet somewhat similar to music industry.
It's all about art, I guess.

In order to make money and live in the dream....
1) Enter the contest to earn money
2) Get the clients and management for support
3) Connect with gallery that offers space and opportunity to hang his works
4) More connection with clients and fans
5) People buy his works and make more money
6) Finally, spread more and more and go to other places to do the same
7) In the meantime, take pictures, travel by using the funds you earn from 1) and 2).

It is logical to list them up. The question is how to get started.
1) is easy. I already googled them a couple of competitions.
Some of them is for free to enter (others costs application fee etc..)
2) is getting harder, but once you win the contest, that all come easily, right?? =)

Sooooo, 1) is very important for now.
I want him to win the 1st prize of some big contest... and I think he can do it...!!!
To do so, I will support him to encourage keep shooting, and keep applying those stuff.

Life is only once. You got to do what you want. Whether you have family or are single, doesn't matter.
I, also, live in my dream. Now, it's a bit pause but will resume very soon...
I hope mikachete will do the same.

Love
7kolorz